There I was floating above my body in a hospital room...
Not knowing how I got there...
Feeling confused & alone...
Not knowing my past life...
What is the reason for me sleeping into existence...
Room goes black...
Where am I...
I can't see anything...
Still feeling my soul floating...
I hear a voice...
It asks me a question...
The voice is deep & dark...
Why are you here...
The voice asked...
I...
I don't really know...
Telling the voice...
As I felt so confused...
Then I asked...
Where am I...
Do you know my history...
I seem to have forgot...
Will you help me please...
I asked the voice in a panic...
The voice said...
Yes I do & I will help...
But first...
You will have to do something for me...
What's that...
I asked the voice...
You have to forgive the robbers who invaded your home...
The voice said...
Robbers...
I asked puzzled...
Yes...
Robbers...
The voice said...
These robbers killed your wife...
All of a sudden...
All my memories came back to me...
I remember the robbers shooting my wife in front of me...
My wife dying in my arms...
Me grabbing the robbers gun....
Shooting one in the heart....
Running out of bullets...
Stabbing the other in the heart twice....
It felt like a pyschotic break...
Blood all over me...
I want back the love of my life...
My wife....
Why did this happen...
Why couldn't these thugs just get a job...
Living life the right way...
Baby....
Baby...
I love u...
I hope you are in a better place...
God...
Please forgive me of my sins....
For the killing in rage...
Sirens in the background...
I saw the lights...
The ground turns white...
White fog beneath my feet as I float...
Seeing my wife in the distance...
She looks like she is ok....
Like she is laughing...
Happy...
Feasting with others...
I smiled....
Tear's ran down my soul....
I wish I could touch her again...
Hold her...
Wish I could of saved her...
You can...
The voice said as everything went back to as it was before...
Black....
You never know what change can do for the better if a soul can forgive...
I can't forgive...
I said...
They killed my wife for no reason other that they were too lazy to live life the right way...
It makes me sick....
The atmosphere became quiet...
It's like I was alone...
I'm so sad....
I miss my wife...
I wish I could hold her & love her one more time...
My life is just not complete without her...
I thought to myself....
If I forgive them...
Then what happens to them...
I asked the voice...
I'm not at liberty to say...
But I can promise that they will be punished for their crimes...
The voice responded...
I forgive them...
I said...
You sure...
The voice asked...
Yes...
I responded....
Why...
The voice inquiring...
It's what God would want me to do..
It's what is right in my heart...
& It's what my wife would do if she was here....
She was a good woman...
I miss her very much...
I said with my head down...
Tear's never ending down the face of my heart....
Good Choice buddy...
The voice said...
Where...
Where am I..
I said as I looked around...
I appeared to be right in front of my house...
Hey big boy....
You coming in for dinner....
My wife said to me as she smiled & came to kiss me...
All I could do is smile & look up...
Then I felt this warn tug at my heart saying...
I'm proud of you...
& All I could do is smile....
Saying thank you as I look at my beautiful wife...
Walking into my house to eat dinner....
Fade away...
Copyright Trever Inspirations Inc 2019@All Rights Reserved
No comments:
Post a Comment